Sooo today is my very first time blogging. I was talking to Robert, one of my BEST friends/my other half and I've checked his blog out so while trying to figure out how to follow his blog I slowly slipped into making my own too lol. He just asked me what it will be about (we're yahoo'ing lol) and I think it'll mainly be creative writing. Poems and my deep thoughts; jazz like that. I'll start with a little bit about myself and what's actually seemed to become a big part of me. October 7, Robert's birthday, I was diagnosed with intermediate b-cell lymphoma. It's a type of blood cancer and it's curable, thank God. My entire life changed like THAT. I wasn't overwhelmed with tears, in fact I didn't cry at all. Did I expect it? No. It was a known possibility, but a rare one and who ever thinks "Yeah, maybe that cough means cancer." So it was all fairly...weird.
I couldn't believe it, an imaginary truck went through me and left me in the street, standing there like "What just happened?". You know it was surreal in its way. I should be healed in about 6-8 months and every day I am exceedingly grateful that this cancer is even curable. So many ppl have it harder than I do and have to live with it forever. God is Good.
I'm getting tired but I want to leave you with the fact that I am so much more than a 20 yr. old with cancer. I am a fighter, I am a writer; I am strong, artistic, and enduring. All of those kind of mean the same thing huh? lol Well it's all me. I love love and I LOVE God. He's been so good to me, man. Peace.
